
Such an interesting and creative premise! On the surface, this is just plain grief and pain but to use ghosts to convey other messages is fascinating.
It left me with a feeling of not wanting to waste the little time we have mourning for what it's lost. Moving on is also an act of love.
“Because I'm alive!”
I have so many thoughts about this tragedy. The concept of love in the context of the books intrigues me so much because the characters use the word love for what I would consider infatuation or just plain attraction. At first Armand, like the rest, just like having the idea of having her. That's why he is continuously expecting her to be someone that she's not. Then there's the portrayal of women: the narrator made us understand the prejudice of the time (which still exists today) but it also redeems the protagonist through pain and sacrifice. I was certainly not expecting the horror of them opening her grave or the despair of her last moments alive. BTW, it's so funny to me that the narrator is just a nosy man that wanted to hear all the gossip 🤭
It is an interesting biography because instead of talking nonstop about the timeline and wars, Renault dedicates the majority of the time discussing Alexander's persona, his charisma, and his relationships. However, don't expect a non-biased narration of accounts because you can tell she was fan-girling the whole time.
This is us. Turning a blind eye on the horrendous labor conditions of so many people for our comfortable lives. We look the other way and pretend nothing is happening... And don't even get me started on all the prejudice and machismo in the name of religion. There's a whole fictional world masterfully created here and at the same time is just a mirror on our awful reality.
I'm definitely the target audience for this book. I was sold the moment it started with a quote from The VVitch movie.
In this Carmilla-inspired text we can FEEL the horror of the female experience. The grief for the life not lived (or should I say not allowed to be lived), the denial of circumstances, the masking to survive, but also the giddiness of having nothing left to lose.
My gothic heart devoured this and it left it wondering: “For what do you hunger?” 🖤
To be completely honest I started this book with a dismissive approach because the whole “you're stuck with your ex” premise is such a non-issue. Right in the middle of it I just couldn't understand why they were willingly putting themselves into this emotional turmoil. It's like pushing a dagger depper into your heart just to avoid dealing with reality. Nonetheless, I gotta say the author turned everything around. She delved into the importance of friendship; on how life is how you spend it on a daily basis rather than what you earn; on how we must embrace change; on how complicated and messy love really is; and on how knowing yourself allows you to be open to others.