Fluids

From the author's note, 
“I wrote a story that was anti-horny. I wrote a story that was almost erotic until it really, really wasn't. It's the least attractive thing I've ever made, but it's mine. This is, unfortunately, me. But if you're reading this, then this is also, unfortunately, you”

I've always loved fever dream style LGBTQ books, lots of people compare it to Exqu site corpse by Poppy Z Brite, and i would agree. Half the time time I had no clue where exactly the story was going. Yet i absolutely loved every moment of this and I couldn't look away at all.
This was toxic, very triggering extreme horror. Either you like it on some weird level or you are absolutely repulsed.
I was fascinated, to say the least.