Spell Borne

Massive trigger warning for fully detailed SA on this one.

This is gonna be hard. My hopes for this book were so high, you don't even understand. I was so excited for this Once Upon a Time inspired book.

For starters, I felt like the book had no end goal.

I was hooked at the start by all the science like explanations of the magic and then after that, I felt like I was reading the version of a dating tv show where they dress you up nicely, give you a makeover, and start placing you in random dates with people you don't know. I was entertained at the very least, so I kept reading.

After all of that (which was basically the first 50% of the book), the SA happened. I cannot explain to you how disturbing it was to read that as a woman who fortunately has never been in that situation. I am not one to like when SA is implemented into stories but I feel the amount of detail that was included on this one was distasteful. A fade to black would have done the same job if the SA was really necessary for the story (which I personally think it wasn't).

(It gets spoilery in the next paragraphs, beware if you want to read the book, I won't give names though)

Afterwards, it was just pure chaos. The FMC "ends up" with another character with which she barely talked or knew. Said character came out as gay later on, and the author used a premise I did not like at all. You can not make a gay character say, "it's okay, i'll be in this heterosexual relationship with you, the magic will just make me straight" and be okay with it. I refuse to believe you can be okay with that.

Also... the ace rep was sketchy at best. I know sexuality is fluid but as someone on the ace spectrum it just didn't feel right.

But lo and behold, this wasn't over. I have to say I sped read through the last 25% just to know who the FMC would end up with and I was not surprised it was the first MMC that was introduced into the story.

I actually liked their relationship at the start but then when the other MMCs started appearing, he started disappearing, and therefore I thought he'd just be in the sidelines. But no. The FMC decides she needs him to get her tale finished and so they end up in bed. Yup. It is NOT a happy ending, there is no couple happening in the end, just what seems to be an open ending for the next book.

I am really sad I didn't enjoy this book as I hoped to. And unfortunately I don't see myself picking up the next instalments.

Thank you NetGalley and Auden Llyr for the ARC, even though I ended up reading the book through Kindle Unlimited because it had already released.