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This review is also featured at Behind the Pages: Thunderhead

Rowan and Citra have different ideas on how to fix the Scythedom. While Rowan prefers to wipe out the scythes who cheat the system, Citra prefers to work from the inside and influence scythes to follow the old ways. But both are earning a name for themselves and have enemies watching their every move. And if either of them lets down their guard, those same enemies won't hesitate to end them. But the Thunderhead sees everything, even if it cannot interfere in Scythe affairs. But it can certainly use humans to navigate around the system parameters it was given. The only question is, is it too late?

The first book focused on building the world of the Scythes. Having readers learn the political atmosphere that surrounded them. In Thunderhead, readers' views of the world are expanded by showing the strengths and weaknesses of the Thunderhead system that maintains the world. Instead of reading journals of the Scythes in between chapters, readers are allowed snippets of thoughts from the Thunderhead as it explains its actions based on its programming. And readers are shown that it might just have the capability for emotions. I found it fascinating how the Thunderhead operated and drew conclusions. And all the while there is that hint of humor bubbling beneath the surface.

Without having to lay down the foundations of world-building, the second book in Arc of the Scythe was faster paced. The narrative has expanded to include Scythes from previous novels along with Rowan and Citra. The story also takes a step further into showing the corruption that can occur despite the fact the world remains a near perfect place. The underbelly of human society is exposed. The Unsavories, people who have committed acts that have labeled them as trouble. And one such Unsavory, Greyson Tolliver, may be the only person who can save the Scythes.

As I read the last page of this book, I was speechless. The villainous arc that took place within these pages was disturbing and so anger inducing that I can't wait to read the next. I need to know if justice will be served and what is going to happen to the characters. Neal Shusterman has effectively hooked me into this world of death and political upheaval.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: The Hatch

Britta never wanted to work for the EASA. Both her mother and brother went on space missions for them and never returned. But when EASA comes for her on her thirteenth birthday, she has no choice but to join. Within their training program she learns how to develop her psychic abilities, and by doing so hopes to one day speak with her lost family members. But when training is interrupted, she and her fellow students are placed on a mission to other planets. Britta is assigned to the same planet her mother and brother were last seen on before they were lost. Determined to find out what happened to her family, Britta embarks on a journey that will test her abilities and all she believes.

The passage of time while swift was handled well within the novel. Two generations of EASA agents were covered to provide a background for the story. Once the narrative settled on Britta and her time with the EASA, I was immersed in the tale of a girl who strived to maintain her identity and work towards her goals.

The Hatch is much more than a sci-fi novel. It is the story of a girl who learns to believe in herself and her capabilities. She accepts her responsibilities and does what she has to for the greater good. She is willing to make sacrifices and put her own life on the lines for countless others. Britta is a character that readers can admire.

And while there are romance elements in the novel, the relationship Britta forms only adds to the emotion of the story. Her character develops as the realistic attraction grows. The romance never feels forced, but instead slowly develops over time. The tension builds as Britta becomes attached and realizes she has more at stake. Pages will fly by as Britta tries to balance between her mission goals and savings those she loves.

Fans of exploration sci-fi and light romance will not be able to put this book down!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Magic Triumphs

Kate has come to terms with claiming Atlanta. While she doesn't like how drastically life has changed, she has had no choice but to accept it and move on. And now that far reaching dream of a home and family has come true. Kate has a family and a group of friends willing to defend them. When her father puts out a hit on her son, and an ancient enemy rears its head to attack Atlanta, it's just another battle to Kate and the crew. But this time Kate has a lot more to lose.

Watching Kate as she struggles to balance being a mother and working her cases was a new level of entertainment. Ilona Andrews paired the skills Kate developed in the field into motherhood so well, even though I would never have thought the two would coincide. But having lightning fast reflexes with a toddler does come in handy. Especially because a child from Curran and Kate is bound to get into trouble, repeatedly.

There were a few areas where the book time jumps. But even with the slight gaps in the story, it flowed well, and I understood why the pace needed to pick up. Being the last in the series, Magic Triumphs, had a lot of loose ends to tie up. True to the Kate Daniels' style, the pages flew by, but Ilona Andrews brought the series around full circle and made sure nothing was left unanswered. They even snuck in one last new culture of monsters and symbolism.

The final installment in the Kate Daniels series is everything fans of the series could hope for. Everything we have come to know and love about the series is compounded into one last book, and some older characters we haven't seen in a while have a last chance to shine. There are myriad of short stories that take place in between the major books of the series, and I'm going to backtrack to read them and stay in this world a little bit longer. I'm just not ready to say goodbye.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: The Murders of Molly Southbourne

If you bleed, blot, burn and bleach.

This is the mantra Molly lives with day after day. If she doesn't follow it, she must kill herself. Every time Molly bleeds, there is a risk a new molly will be created. The mollys start off innocent, wanting simple things like comfort and companionship, but it is only a matter of time until they turn against her and anyone that gets in their way.

This macabre story will take hold of you and refuse to let go. Molly is a girl forced to grow up in isolation on her parent's farm. Before being allowed into the real world, she must learn how to deal with her condition. If she bleeds, Molly must quickly destroy the blood. But when she can't, Molly learns how to disassemble a body for easy disposal and clean up.  After all, you can't leave dead mollys lying around for someone to find.

But killing copies of yourself takes its toll on Molly. Emotions do not come easy to her. When she is finally ready to leave the farm, she will have to learn how to function like a normal human. Dealing with the residue fears that arise from her trauma and the difficulties of forming a relationship.

This is not a book to pass on. I highly recommend it. Tade Thompson is extremely talented to have created such a story in fewer than 100 pages.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Little Killers A to Z

Some kill for fun; others kill to survive. Whether its little Fern, the good girl who everyone adores who leaves a trail of bodies, or little Vicky who's just trying to survive in a world gone wrong. Each story in Little Killers A to Z will take readers on a dark ride into the makings of a killer. From modern day times to more fantastical set realities, each story will leave you haunted. Who would ever suspect a child of murder? Well these little killers certainly take that one question for advantage in each of these dark and spine-tingling tales.

The way Odentz has crafted these tiny killers is astounding. Each and every story is so original and unique. My favorite was “I is for Ivy Who Lives by the Cape”. First of all, it took place on the Cape, which is a place near and dear to my heart. And second of all, it was such a satisfying revenge story. The most disturbing one had to be “V is for Vicky Who Sees the World Crumble” as it dealt with what happens when the world ends. It explores what becomes twisted inside when all hope is lost.

Being someone from New England, I recognized many of the towns that were mentioned in the stories, and Odentz did a great job paying homage to them. And every story you read in this collection will leave you feeling differently. It is extremely hard for me to find a short story book where I enjoy every single tale, and I simply could not put this one down. It's creepy, it's disturbing, it's everything I look for in a horror book. Fans of horror pick this book up and read it! You have no idea what you are missing!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: A Route Obscure and Lonely

From the relationships of the Gods, to chance encounters with the supernatural, A Route Obscure and Lonely will take readers on fantastical journeys. The sheer diversity between poems shows that LindaAnn LoSchiavo is a talented writer. And the diversity doesn't end with just the stories being told. This collection of poems comes in all forms and styles. There is sure to be a poem for everyone.

Readers will be transported with LoSchiavo's beautiful imagery and word choice. Each and every poem in the collection has a story to tell. One of my favorites was “What's in the Shadows”. A short poem about being visited in the night by dark spirits. Each time they visit, they take little more away from you slowly bringing you to the end of your life. Another poem I enjoyed was “The Shoemaker Breaks His Silence”. This wonderful retelling of Cinderella where a shoemaker creates the glass slippers made me laugh. The grumpy shoemaker is more than willing to take money in exchange for making glass slippers, and he will complain about the entire experience.

I loved how this collection of poetry was focused on a wide range of emotions. Readers will be swept up in the throes of love just as easily as they will be drawn into the shadows. And fans of Edgar Allan Poe will see hints of his inspiration peppered throughout the poems. Including a poem all to his own where LoSchiavo explores the woman Poe wrote about.

A Route Obscure and Lonely is a versatile and engaging read. For readers who enjoy poetry, this is not one book you want to miss!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Anxiety Girl

Sadie feels like she has everything she could want in life. A great apartment, a group of friends, and the chance to make a living being an artist. But all of that changes as first one thing, then another begins to fall apart. As she tries to recover from a bad break up, instead of confronting her emotions she begins to bottle them up. And as more and more begins to gather on her shoulders, eventually the pressure becomes too much. Sadie begins a downward spiral into anxiety and depression. It will take all she has to battle her way free.

Unlike most novels I have read about anxiety, this novel shows Sadie's slow descent into anxiety and depression. Most of the time characters already have anxiety and are learning how to cope, instead, Anxiety Girl gives readers the whole picture. The search for answers, the concerns over mental health, and the stigma that goes along with it. As someone who suffers from anxiety, I found myself understanding Sadie on so many levels. Don't mistake this for a story about a privileged girl. While Sadie may have a posh apartment, she is down to earth and a character many can connect with.

The problems Sadie faces aren't unheard of for people in all walks of life. A dysfunctional family, finding out your friends are fake, and losing a job are only a few of the things Sadie must learn to deal with. This is an emotional piece that will show how hard it is for some people to remain stronger for so long. And despite everything that Sadie goes through, Anxiety Girl shows readers that there is hope. There is always hope.

I highly recommend this book to those who struggle with anxiety, panic attacks, and depression. This would also be a great read if you are interested in knowing more about mental illness. While this is a work of fiction, so much of it is based on what actually happens. A stunning novel, and an author I will make sure to keep my eye out for.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Gideon the Ninth

Gideon and Harrow have been rivals since childhood. Going neck to neck and fighting whenever the opportunity presented itself. But now as Harrow is called to take one of the ultimate tests of necromancy, she needs Gideon's sword arm to watch her back. Promised with her freedom if Harrow succeeds, Gideon agrees to take up her sword. But as they begin to unravel the mysteries of the Lyctors, necromancers who have gone beyond a simple raising of bones and spirit, they will find that not everything is as it seems. While death is nothing new to necromancers, are they willing to make the necessary sacrifices?

Spaceships and necromancy are two elements I never thought I would see combined in a story. They just shouldn't work together. Well, Gideon the Ninth smashed that thought. Not only is there a healthy dose of dark magic and battle, but there is also betrayal, mystery, and plenty of death to go around. The perfect mix to keep me reading!

Gideon walks the fine line between friend and foe, love and hate between the characters she meets. This atmosphere creates an abundance of conflict and action. Reading this novel is like experiencing a twisted and dark version of Clue. People are dying, and fingers are being pointed in all directions. But of course, dying is the art of the necromancers, yet even they are left to scramble to put the pieces back together. Sometimes quite literally.

I do admit there were certain areas where the necromancers would start talking and my mind would fog over. I didn't understand the different types or the way it worked, but the main character Gideon didn't either. I want to think this was done on purpose, but I also wanted to understand what was going on. I had to reference the various houses and their powers multiple times to try and grasp what each one was doing. This is definitely a book for readers who do not mind hitting the ground running and trying to absorb as much information as possible to work out their own understanding.

Given the description of the book, I did expect more dark humor. Gideon carried the humor with her sarcastic remarks, but it wasn't enough to lighten the mood. Do not approach this book thinking it will be light reading. This is a book steeped in taboo and dealing with the darker parts of humanity. Then again, with necromancers involved, it is assumed that the content will be rather macabre. Dark fantasy to the core, this is a great read. I cannot wait for the next book to be released!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: City of Fallen Angels

Clary has begun to train as a Shadowhunter, despite her mother's misgivings about Clary being part of their world. But learning how to throw a knife isn't the only reason Clary is visiting the institute. She can finally be with Jace. But even though Jace wants to be happy and enjoy his time with Clary, something lurks in his dreams, promising him he will hurt Clary. And let's not forget the fact that someone is trying to kidnap Simon. Simon who is now homeless thanks to his mother kicking him out for being a vampire. And amidst all of this someone is murdering Shadowhunters and dropping their bodies in downworlder territory.

What drew me to this series and continues to hold me are the characters and their personalities. Every single one of these characters has a unique and entertaining personality. And I don't get tired of reading about female characters who do not play the damsel in distress. Clary is taking steps towards becoming less of a liability, Isabelle is just fantastic, and Maia is a werewolf unafraid to jump into a fight against demons. And yes, I am a Jace fan. Readers get to see the vulnerable side of Jace that he tries so hard to hide, and it makes him all the more attractive. Simon has quite a bit of character development he undergoes in this story as well.

It never ceases to amaze me how many subplots can be seen in one of these novels. There is so much going on, and yet there is never confusion or lack of detail in any of them. I never once feel like I am not interested in what is happening to the characters. And by now there is a large host of characters that readers are familiar with. But despite there being so many characters, each one has their moment to shine and there is a good amount of balance between them. And that ending.... I am off to the next book!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: When Colour Became Grey

Thank you to Reedsy Discovery for providing me a copy in exchange for an honest review!

Ameerah's life comes to a sudden halt when a car skids into her on the way home. Her ghost is sent to the parallel world Idolon, a place where vampires and molochs roam. If she can kill the demons that stalk the night, for a set amount of years, she is guaranteed a new start in her old life. A clean slate as if her death never happened. But it isn't just the demons she has to worry about. People can be just as treacherous. Ameerah will battle human and monster alike, as she learns to navigate her new life, or rather, death.

The world of Idolon is filled with ghosts and monsters, making the time Ameerah spends filled with conflict. The focus of the story is on Ameerah and her developing relationships and struggles as she tries to come to terms with what she must do. Learning her way around a gun and a fight takes up most of the story, but the training does not become tedious or boring. Instead, you watch as Ameerah battles with herself to become a better and stronger woman.

The main focus of the story is on Ameerah and her need to belong. There are less hunting and fighting scenes than expected, and the fantasy elements seem to be placed into the background as the story progresses. There are moments where she continues out her mission to hunt down the demons, but the scenes tend to be shorter than when there is drama in Ameerah's daily life. I would certainly recommend this book to readers who enjoy relationships filled with drama and a bit of tragedy.

The world-building was enough to establish the base rules of the world, but the settings in Idolon needed a bit more description. The main hang out for Ameerah and her crew was well laid out, but anytime they went out on a hunt, or date, I felt like I didn't quite know where they were. I also wanted more of an explanation behind some of the healing mechanics, but I have a feeling that may be in store for a follow up book.

When Colour became Grey has a little bit of mystery, romance and fantasy added to the mix. If you enjoy watching characters grow and develop this is the book for you. Ameerah goes through many different stages of her new life, and there is plenty to come with the next installment!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Bane of Ashkarith

Husband and wife Kaidan and Zerua travel the world searching for the truth. Being Searchers means the quest for truth is of utmost importance. But what happens when they find evidence that may change the entire world? The two will journey to the ruins of Ashkarith, a city cursed during its destruction. They will stand up against ghostly foes and discover things that no one else has heard of. Truths that people will do anything to keep hidden.

Bane of Ashkarith is a straightforward and to the point storyline. There is no deviation from the main characters' original mission of finding and sharing the truth. It is very evident that no matter what, they will do all they can to fulfill their duty. Even if it does mean standing up against the world.

What I enjoyed the most was the solid foundations set down for the relationship between Kaidan and Zerua. Without needing to go into too much detail, the love and trust seen between the two characters carried the story. When one fell the other was always there to help move them forward, whether it was with a small touch or reassuring words. You could tell they had a long history and were devoted to each other.

I did find that there was little conflict in the book, and some of the secondary characters were too quick to develop relationships with Kaidan and Zerua. I would have liked to see more tension between new characters in order to forge the new relationships into something more believable. There was a lot of room for potential rise and fall in action, but the resolutions always came quickly and did not make it possible.

This is a book of quiet contemplation as Kaidan and Zerua test their faith and all they know. The settings were beautifully explained. Rarely do I see two main characters that are archaeologists in a fantasy novel, and it was a nice addition as they brought their professions into analyzing the city of Ashkarith. This novel felt like the fantasy version of a historical novel. I would recommend this to readers who enjoy books based around the search for history and light romance.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Esme's Wish

Esme's mother has been missing for seven years. While her father is ready to move on, Esme is not. She's never given up hope that one day her mother will come home. Esme decides it is past time for her to investigate her mother's disappearance. When she finds herself at her grandmother's sea cottage, she is unexpectedly swept into the world of Aeolia. A land where dragons soar through the sky and magic exists. To Esme's surprise, her mother often visited Aeolia. She begins to trace her mother's journey, but not everything she learns will be pleasant.

This is an engaging adventure suitable for young adults, and it is age-appropriate for a younger reader. The bonds of friendship Esme forms are refreshing to read as romance does not enter the picture. I always say there is so much more to stories than developing a romantic relationship between characters. It is just as important for young readers to learn how to form friendships.

Esme was a well written and developed character. The emotions she felt as the realization that her mother spent time away from her, time that Esme would have cherished before she disappeared, made her so emotional and angry. The realistic emotions stood out to me and still linger in the back of my mind. Following Esme's adventure was fulfilling and intriguing as she discovered more about her mother and the world of Aeolia. I do wish the secondary characters had been as well developed as Esme. But given the age range this book is for I don't think the target audience will mind as much. I admit I am a highly detailed reader.

I would also have liked to see a bit more interaction between Esme and her stepmother. The reader gets a sense of how they feel towards each other, but don't ever see it fully told in the story. Esme does interact with other members of her stepmother's family, and I don't blame Esme for not liking them. Esme's new aunt is overbearing and doesn't hesitate to try and erase Esme's mother from their house.

The world-building of Esme's Wish was wonderful. I could see myself in the city of Esperance, breathing in the sea salt air and marveling at the dragons as they played in the ocean. The culture and magic system were well explained. The magic of the world was unique, and I can't wait to read more into this series to find out more about the world.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Esme's Wish

Esme's mother has been missing for seven years. While her father is ready to move on, Esme is not. She's never given up hope that one day her mother will come home. Esme decides it is past time for her to investigate her mother's disappearance. When she finds herself at her grandmother's sea cottage, she is unexpectedly swept into the world of Aeolia. A land where dragons soar through the sky and magic exists. To Esme's surprise, her mother often visited Aeolia. She begins to trace her mother's journey, but not everything she learns will be pleasant.

This is an engaging adventure suitable for young adults, and it is age-appropriate for a younger reader. The bonds of friendship Esme forms are refreshing to read as romance does not enter the picture. I always say there is so much more to stories than developing a romantic relationship between characters. It is just as important for young readers to learn how to form friendships.

Esme was a well written and developed character. The emotions she felt as the realization that her mother spent time away from her, time that Esme would have cherished before she disappeared, made her so emotional and angry. The realistic emotions stood out to me and still linger in the back of my mind. Following Esme's adventure was fulfilling and intriguing as she discovered more about her mother and the world of Aeolia. I do wish the secondary characters had been as well developed as Esme. But given the age range this book is for I don't think the target audience will mind as much. I admit I am a highly detailed reader.

I would also have liked to see a bit more interaction between Esme and her stepmother. The reader gets a sense of how they feel towards each other, but don't ever see it fully told in the story. Esme does interact with other members of her stepmother's family, and I don't blame Esme for not liking them. Esme's new aunt is overbearing and doesn't hesitate to try and erase Esme's mother from their house.

The world-building of Esme's Wish was wonderful. I could see myself in the city of Esperance, breathing in the sea salt air and marveling at the dragons as they played in the ocean. The culture and magic system were well explained. The magic of the world was unique, and I can't wait to read more into this series to find out more about the world.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: City of Glass

And my reread continues!

The City of Glass allows readers a glimpse into Alicante, the fabled city of the Shadowhunters that they have been hearing about since book one. The Shadowhunters are gathering, as Valentine prepares to launch an attack against the city. His ultimate goal to eradicate anyone who does not pledge loyalty to him. As war brews on the horizon, Clary desperately tries to find a cure for her mother's endless sleep. Simon has also found himself in trouble. Accidentally being transported to the city of Idris with the rest of the crew, Simon is wrongly imprisoned by the Shadowhunters. And of course, the tension rises as Clary and Jace fight against their feelings for one another. With so much at stake, there are bound to be sacrifices and losses.

This is a much longer book than the previous two novels. It almost seems like it could have been broken down into two separate books with the way the storyline progresses. But with that being said, Cassandra Clare did a good job of providing entertaining conflicts, and a steady pace with her plot development. Because of its size, readers also have the chance to see larger sections from the cast of characters. Of course, Clary and Jace steal the spotlight. The dynamics between the two are what enamored me to the series, and each book only proves to be more intense.

The series certainly takes a darker turn with this addition. If you've read the first two books, you know that the overall tone of The Mortal Instruments is dark, but there are no pulled punches as Valentine cuts his way through Shadowhunters to attain his goal. I prefer to read books with darker themes, and I was just as glued to the pages as I was with my first read through.

This is a great recommendation for fans of the urban fantasy and young adult genres. I would say it is more geared towards the older side of YA with the battle scenes and brewing romance. Adults will enjoy it as well! I'm off to start the next book!

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: Shout

Shout is a book full of poems bursting with raw emotion. Readers will dive deep into the world of Laurie Halse Anderson and how her experiences formed the foundation of the novel Speak. She does not hold back as she explains the rape she endured in high school and the cascade of events her life turned into as a result of it. She also calls out society and how it continues to fail victims of rape.

It was alarming to read about Anderson's childhood and the way women were viewed. Sex education was considered foul and was removed from education altogether. There was no conversation about consent or safe sex. Women were treated like objects, and Anderson was confronted many times to have sex in order to “get ahead”. As if the only way she could progress in life was to be a toy for men. But she denied each encounter and forged her own path, one that would lead her to help thousands of people.

While Anderson made sure to mention the sign of the times during her childhood, she also showed how little has changed around the subject of sex and rape in modern times. While education may now include sex ed, she is still faced with school systems that want her to censor her speeches and book signings. But why should she? There should be no red tape that forces someone to hold back the truth. If more people learned about what happens in the dark, maybe there could actually be a change.

No one should be pressured into sex. No one should have to be victimized, man or woman, boy or girl. Shout takes a step forward, forcing people to see what it is happening to people all across the world.

I would suggest reading Speak before beginning Shout, as there are many references made to the novel. But this could very well be read on its own as Laurie Halse Anderson's memoir. While there is nothing overly graphic, the context is at times triggering given the subject matter.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: AlinGuard

As Shefa travels the world he will one day rule he comes across AlinTown. There he learns of the famous prison AlinGuard, said to hold the worst criminals of all time. But they are no longer contained. They've taken over the prison and are wreaking havoc for the town. Anyone sent to reclaim the prison is never heard from again. But what happens when one monster confronts another? Shefa offers his services to clean out the prison and of course wouldn't it be fun to take them on?

If you are looking for a fast-paced fantasy novel filled with epic battles, then look no further. There is never a dull moment in AlinGuard. I would suggest you have a strong stomach and a penchant for blood, as there are no details left unsaid. Body parts fly and blood will spray, and I loved every bloody minute of it. Fans of dark fantasy, Alexzander Christion is your newest author to watch out for.

I jumped into this book knowing it wasn't the first in the series. Ordinarily, I wouldn't do this, but it was suggested I read AlinGuard first and I saw this as an opportunity to challenge the writing. Could this novel actual stand on its own? And yes, yes it can. I never once felt confused about the world, or how the magic system worked. There was enough of a backstory worked in to let me know the characters' origins, but not enough to say that I won't go back and read the previous book. In fact, AlinGuard made me want to read the first novel, Rook, even more. I have to find out how Shefa came to be who he is!

And as for Shefa, he is immensely powerful. I was worried that with such a character things would come too easily to him. But no, he still has to struggle and sacrifice as any other character would. Granted it's a hell of a lot more entertaining because of the amount of power he wields and the types of creatures he must face that can even compare to him.

I highly recommend this for fans of the fantasy genre, though I would say this does lean more so towards the darker side of the genre.

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The war grows ever closer as angels and creatures from all the worlds gather to each side to fight for what they believe in. God, or man. Tasked by his father to join Lord Asriel in his war, Will refuses to join until he finds Lyra. With the guidance of two angels, he races to rescue Lyra who lays in a drugged sleep, balancing between the worlds of the living and the dead. It is in this drugged sleep Lyra finds her departed friend, Roger. She swears she will find him again once she wakes. As Will and Lyra are reunited, they will travel through worlds once more, this time on a quest to save the dead.

Will and Lyra are the best characters in this trilogy. When they are on the page, it is guaranteed that the reader will be entertained. Having watched them grow throughout the trilogy, you can see how their previous choices have formed the people they are by the end. And despite the growing odds against them, they don't give up. They always think outside the box and maintain that childhood innocence that makes them believe anything is possible. Even in their darkest moments, they know that if the two of them are together, there will be a light at the end.

While Will and Lyra carried the main plot, I was surprised at the amount of filler the subplots had. Mary's story arc didn't even make sense to me. While it might have been interesting that she journeyed to a new world and made friends with the inhabitants, I couldn't help but wonder what the point was. The events that happened could have easily been summed up in a lesser quantity to tighten the storyline and not lose sight of the main plot. In fact, the namesake the book's title takes after seemed to be dropped in. It wasn't significant like we've seen the golden compass (alethiometer) and the subtle knife. I have a feeling there was hidden symbolism that I missed.

There was also an attempt at a redemption arc for some characters, but after watching one pull apart a living creature for fun that redemption fell short. And I was surprised when the main plot ended, and I saw that I had a decent chunk of pages left. Admittedly the conclusion came faster than expected and was anticlimactic, but I didn't expect the story to continue for so long. I have a feeling Pullman wanted to add in more connections to religion and lost sight of his story's vision. I'm sad to say, I didn't like this conclusion. The first two books were amazing, but this one seemed forced.

This review is also featured on Behind the Pages: A Life, Redefined

Thank you to LibraryThing for providing me a copy in exchange for an honest review!

As a child, Rowan made a mistake. One that cost her baby brother his life. From that point on she is constantly blamed for everything wrong that happens to the family. Years of being subjected to abuse and blame, she has become a shattered person. At seventeen, her goal is to graduate high school and escape her dreadful life by going to college. But will the guilt finally overcome her? Can she keep moving forward when the weight of her family threatens to drag her back every step of the way?

Guilt is a powerful emotion. Over time it can consume a person, pulling them down bit by bit. Until the person they were no longer exists. Rowan is drowning as her story begins. She is subjecting herself to self-harm and miserable with her life. Every time she seems to take one step forward, her sister or father knows exactly what to say to break her down.

This is not a book for people who enjoy a light read. Rowan's story is filled with heartbreak, abuse, and poor judgment. She finds herself in situations that she thinks are her only option because she is so young and so naïve. Rowan has a small shred of self-confidence left and she must fight against everything that is holding it back.

Rowan's story will leave you speechless. It touches on so many different issues that can affect a young person. And it shows what can happen when a family fails to be the support system children need. The characters are realistic, heartbreakingly so. This a story that will stay with you long after you turn the last page.

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Jessica's only dream is to run. With the wind in her hair as she tears down the track, the rest of the world falls away. But when a car accident causes her leg to be amputated, she fears she will never run again. Her life becomes a daily battle as she must learn how to walk again and come to terms with having a prosthetic leg. But she will find help from a place she least expects it. A girl named Rosa who has Cerebral Palsy, a girl she never noticed before, suddenly becomes a new support system for her. With the help of her friends and family, Jessica will do all she can to try to run again.

The Running Dream takes you into the mind of someone who's entire world has changed. Jessica goes from being a star runner on her track team, to struggling just to learn how to walk again. Until I read this book, I didn't realize that the physical effort to recover from an amputation is as difficult as the mental effort. Jessica feels so defeated. The number of labels she puts on herself as people begin to treat her different is heartbreaking. She feels as though she is a stranger, and someone to look down on. And while this is a work of fiction, I can see this happening in real life as well.

But this isn't just a book about the sense of defeat a person feels. It is also a book about how the little wins make all the difference. Something as simple as relearning how to climb the stairs or being able to shower. This is also a book that teaches us to never overlook a person just because of their disabilities.

Wendelin Van Draanen has created a wonderful cast of characters. Never once did I doubt the raw emotions Jessica was feeling, or the growing support system that surrounded her. Combined with a powerful story that will leave you engrossed right until the end; I recommend this to fans of Young Adult. I would also label this as an appropriate read as there is only light romance.

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Divorce is never easy. When the divorce centers around a high-profile affair, it's even worse. McLean lives with her father, traveling from town to town as he fixes restaurants for his consulting firm. Each new town is a chance to remake herself and figure out who she wants to be. And another chance to avoid her mother. But when she ends up in Lakeview, everything starts to change. McLean starts to wonder if she even knows who she is anymore.

What Happened to Goodbye takes you through a teen's perspective of divorce. It shows the struggles kids go through trying to balance between two homes and the resentment that can grow for one or the other parent. It also delves into the misconceptions that can arise when people fail to communicate or fail to listen to one another.

McLean will go through a range of emotions as she tries to come to terms with her parents' divorce. At first, the constant moves seem perfect. It's like a new adventure every time she starts a new school where she can play whatever role she chooses. But McLean slowly loses her identity. Not only does she not have a place to call home, but the long-known routines are gone as well. As she thinks back to the times when her family was whole, she starts to realize how much she misses it all. You can only hide from the truth for so long.

This an even-paced book, taking the reader through McLean's growing understanding of her new family dynamic. There isn't a lot of tension and the plot is straight forward. If you're looking for a simple young adult read, then this is your book. I also think it would be a great book to offer children whose parents are divorced. And yes, it is age appropriate for young teens.

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Death no longer exists. Well, permanent death anyway. Revival centers have sprung up across the world, guaranteeing people a ticket back to life. And they can even turn back the clock, relive their early adult life, over and over again. Given the rampant undeath, there must be some form of population control. Scythes were enlisted to weed out the population. When a Scythe gleans it is permanent death. Scythes must be diverse in their gleaning, making sure to keep a balance between races and never stray over their intended quota. And a Scythe must never like gleaning. But what happens when a Scythe starts to enjoy the power over death?

Scythe took a while to catch my attention, but Neal Shusterman's smooth writing style and subtle humor are not to be missed. The reader will switch back and forth between Citra and Rowan's point of view as the two teens begin to learn what it means to be a Scythe. The two create a great contrast to one another as the story develops and their paths split in radically different directions. You will see a prime example of how teaching techniques can change a person, for better or for worse. In between chapters, there were also journal entries from various Scythes that interacted with the two main characters. It was fascinating to see their different opinions on death and being a Scythe. Everyone seems to carry their own philosophy on how gleaning should be done, and the drastic differences in technique reflect their personalities.

And the world-building was well done. The overall state of the world and how the population has taken to never dying is written in gradually so as not to overload the reader. There are some political aspects in this book as you delve deeper into the world of the Scythes and how they function, but the humor that is woven in between the lines helps to soften them. The same can be said about the different Scythe's philosophies on life and death.

This isn't a book for those looking for immediate resolution, or fast paced action. I recommend this book to those who are willing to invest their time in a story that promises to grow with each addition. The issues that surface in book one are far from over. This is also a simpler writing style since it is young adult. I'm looking forward to book two!

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Cali has always stayed to the back of school society, content to be invisible. Until the day she was diagnosed with cancer and became the dying girl. Suddenly everyone knew her name and wanted to help her. She starts to live each day as if it were her last, because it may very well be. Toby lurks around the corner of her brain, the tumor that is swiftly changing her life. Waiting for the moment to bring it all to a crashing halt.

The Air Between deals with some heavy subjects. It is an emotional read as Cali comes to terms with dying and realizing she likes the attention from it. Should she feel ashamed? Is it ok to enjoy the attention? These are questions Cali must struggle to answer for herself as she tries to put on a brave face for everyone else. It's never easy being a teenager, let alone one who understands they will never see adulthood. In just a small course of time, she will try to live her life to the fullest and attempt to leave no regrets behind.

C.R. Long included a suggested playlist of songs to download. These songs were mentioned during important scenes of the book. I took a moment when these songs popped up to listen to them and understand the meaning behind them. It made the emotions of this book all the more real and vivid. I found myself brought to tears. Cali's story pulled at my heartstrings as I read. She didn't feel like she had a purpose until the cancer diagnosis. Watching her struggle made me want to reach out to her. Let her know it was ok to be confused.

And as much as this book dealt with tough subjects, the story also never failed to remind the reader of the good that could be found in life too. The little things that matter and are often overlooked. It was a combination of these and the twists and turns that leave you grasping at the pages needing to know what is going to happen next. This is certainly an eye-opening book and a must-read for fans of young adult.

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Once you've discovered the world of the Shadowhunters, you will never go back to just being a mundane. Clary Fray is no exception. Her mother is trapped in a magical coma and her father, Valentine, continues his quest to steal the mortal instruments. If he has his way, he will bring the Shadowhunter world to its knees. Clary must help Jace and the others track down Valentine before it is too late. But this time it's going to cost her someone she loves.

The characters are what make this series so enjoyable. Each one of them has a unique role to play, and Cassandra Clare does a great job of pushing them all towards what it is. There is a balance between the wide cast of characters, and I am never left wanting more from any of them. Each book builds on the last and allows us to see more into each of these characters and what motivates them.

This is one of the first series that I read such a manipulative villain. I still think Valentine is one of the best written villains of the young adult genre I have read. The way he can even trick the reader and make them doubt what they know is true leaves me impressed. Having read this series years ago, I already know the lies and the truths, but Valentine has a smooth way of talking that made me contemplate if I remember the series as well as I do.

In my original review, I mentioned how Cassandra Clare doesn't limit herself. And I still believe this is true. The variety in demons, cultures and the overall world of the Shadowhunters is proof of that. She is also one of the few authors that can break her owns rules, but still, make it believable to the reader. And she isn't afraid to break her characters, allowing them the opportunity to reforge themselves into something better, or worse.

I am loving my second read-through of the Mortal Instruments!

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Kate is beginning to learn what it means to own a city and the magic within it. The threats are only increasing, and it isn't just her family and friends she has to protect, it is all of Atlanta. As her father builds at her border, he continues to needle at her, trying to spark her anger and push her over the edge. Kate never takes the subtle route; she prefers to smash and talk later. But she will have to tread carefully or else lose the ones she loves the most.

What never fails to surprise me is the weight of responsibility Ilona Andrews puts on Kate whenever she increases in strength. Most series let the main character gain power, and while they suffer temporarily, it isn't a permanent struggle. Everything Kate does comes with sacrifice and regret. Nothing is easy, there is a trial for everything. And it never fails to entertain.

There never fails to be a sprinkling of humor added to each story, so the reader does not become overloaded by everything happening. This time around the main focus for the humor is Kate and Curran's wedding. It's a little hard to pick out dresses and choose what kind of cake you want to eat at your wedding while there is a rampaging warlord about to start a war. But hey, you have to do what you have to do for the wedding. So, Kate might ruin a wedding dress as she runs out the door to do battle, but what can you do?

The Kate Daniels series never has useless filler. It has continued to be set on Kate and developing her character. The world-building has never once let me down or become repetitive despite being now nine books into the series. The secondary characters have all had their moments to shine and gone through their own course of development as well. There is only one book to go, and I don't want it to end, but I need to know what is going to happen!

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Kate and Curran have discovered that living in suburbia comes with its own battles. The mailman is petrified of Curran and there's that one cranky neighbor who complains about everything they do. Of course, when the monsters follow you home and are ripped apart on the front lawn, it might just push some neighbors over the edge. Despite settling down, Kate and Curran have their work cut out for them. Ghouls are roaming the city in packs and strange reanimating monsters are popping up around town. There's even a giant or two thrown into the mix. Normal will never be in their lives, but if it were normal then I think the two of them would die of boredom.

Ilona Andrews never fails to create an action-packed story where Kate is constantly pushing past her limitations. I devour each of these books, unable to put them down because they are sheer adrenaline filled action. And don't forget the sarcastic humor thrown between Curran and Kate that makes it all the more entertaining. They are the only fantasy couple I know that argue over simple household things while covered in blood and fending for their lives. It goes to show just how different their lives are and that they've come to accept the constant upheaval as their version of normal.

The mythology surrounding each book in this series is fascinating. Each book brings in another culture and its mythical creatures. There are so many new creatures I have learned about from this series alone. And of course, they have their imagined ones that are based on the culture they are focusing on. And despite the new concepts developed as the series progresses, it never feels like there is too much in the world. Ilona Andrews doesn't leave loose ends and slowly brings back familiar sights along with the new encounters, weaving them all together to create a whole story.

I don't want this series to end, but I know at some point it will. And I will rush toward it because I can't stop reading these books. I highly recommend The Kate Daniels series for fans of urban fantasy.