After Saison 5

You can tell I'm weird, I won't blame you. But that's the truth even if that's what too fucked up for my brain : I've got attached to these two idiots. I've got attached to their fights and their reconciliations, to their screwed up love and to their global screwed up life.

But the point is I shouldn't. I shouldn't have been attached to these books. The morality was dangerous in the first tomes and the characters made every possible mistake. That's why I'm kinda ashamed by the fact I enjoyed After more than I should.

Ironically, their flaws was a way to discover their hidden strenghs and that's the only reason I've been through this five volumes. I love “sun after storms” stories, I love witnessing redemption and realization. That's something I was aware of during my read: why I liked these series so much was because they actually spread forgiveness. Anytime, until the end. Always and mostly at the end. That's what I liked. That's a special value to me.

I don't care about the fact that was a fanfiction before : a story is a story. Most fanfiction writers won't write a book and lots of books will never be published. That's the way things work. And even tho that's far from great litterature (you won't be surprised), I don't want to make any discrimination about it. After is definetly an intriguing saga who made me come out of my safety zone in a unexpected and enjoyable way.