Always, in December

From the beginning I was told this book was absolutely devastating, so of course I told myself I had to read it, but oh my god...
“'Oh, darling. I think he's been trying to say goodbye to you since he met you.'
With that, Josie curled into a ball on the chair, and, finally, she wept.”
Like Josie, same! I also want to curl up into a ball and just sob uncontrollably after this.