My Story of Charles Manson, Life Inside His Cult, and the Darkness That Ended the Sixties
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In this poignant and disturbing memoir of lost innocence, coercion, survival, and healing, Dianne Lake chronicles her years with Charles Manson, revealing for the first time how she became the youngest member of his Family and offering new insights into one of the twentieth century’s most notorious criminals and life as one of his "girls." At age fourteen Dianne Lake—with little more than a note in her pocket from her hippie parents granting her permission to leave them—became one of "Charlie’s girls," a devoted acolyte of cult leader Charles Manson. Over the course of two years, the impressionable teenager endured manipulation, psychological control, and physical abuse as the harsh realities and looming darkness of Charles Manson’s true nature revealed itself. From Spahn ranch and the group acid trips, to the Beatles’ White Album and Manson’s dangerous messiah-complex, Dianne tells the riveting story of the group’s descent into madness as she lived it. Though she never participated in any of the group’s gruesome crimes and was purposely insulated from them, Dianne was arrested with the rest of the Manson Family, and eventually learned enough to join the prosecution’s case against them. With the help of good Samaritans, including the cop who first arrested her and later adopted her, the courageous young woman eventually found redemption and grew up to lead an ordinary life. While much has been written about Charles Manson, this riveting account from an actual Family member is a chilling portrait that recreates in vivid detail one of the most horrifying and fascinating chapters in modern American history. Member of the Family includes 16 pages of photographs.
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Audiobook narrated by Dianne Lake herself. Fascinating look inside the Manson Family given by the youngest member. Star deducted for the long beginning—she focuses on her parents for a good while, and her early relationship with them, before ever starting to talk about her meeting up with the Family. I understand that her own family's treatment of her, introducing her to drugs and making her unwelcome at several junctures, set her up to need Charlie Manson, but this first section was so long that I actually wandered away from this audiobook for a while. (Part of the problem, admittedly, was that I was disgusted with her parents' treatment of her, and didn't want to hear any more about it in detail.)
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i don't know what it was about this book but i just didn't like reading it. obviously the subject matter isn't fun or anything, but that doesn't deter me with other true crime books. i think it just didn't feel real to me. i'm not sure, maybe i'll finish it at some point.