Paper Targets

This book deals with some difficult subjects: murder, suicide, poor treatment/abuse of women. If these are subjects that cause you distress, please do not read this review.

Paper Targets opens with a bang, literally. Connie and Roanne have been best friends for fifty years. They've been through a lot together. So when Roanne decides to end her ex-husband's life and then her own, she does it with Connie on the line. Before she does, she tells Connie that the anger has trapped her, there was no way out, but that Connie needs to speak up. “Don't let them have the final say.”

Connie is left floundering without her best friend, but she takes Roanne's words to heart. She makes it her mission to revisit the men in her life who have talked down to her, taken her for granted, left her feeling “less than.” Former bosses, boyfriends, lovers, her ex-husband, even her deceased father – none of them escape Connie's speaking up for herself.

The story alternates between past and present events, and each glimpse of the past sheds more light on the present. We see Roanne and Connie growing up, see how they took each unkind word and each slight, whether intended or not. Patricia Watts does an excellent job developing each character, showing how their pasts shaped them and impacted their present relationships.

The cover of this story makes you think this is a lighter story. Maybe a cozy mystery or a rom-com. It is not. It deals with some fairly weighty topics. In fact, the bulk of the story revolves around Connie finding the inner strength to reclaim the parts of herself that men have taken away or squelched over the years. She knew Roanne never did find that strength, never could stand up to the men who would put her down until she had enough and pulled the trigger.

I think most women have experienced, at some point, a man telling them, “You can't do that, you're a girl.” Maybe not in those precise words, but in attitude and in action. Any woman who's ever had that happen, who's been made to feel like she doesn't measure up to some arbitrary standard simply because of her gender, will absolutely cheer for Connie. They might even see a little of themselves in Roanne, because at some point, maybe we've all thought, “We're not gonna take it anymore.”

Paper Targets covers challenging subject matter, but it is a worthwhile read. I won't say I enjoyed it. That sounds too casual. But it is a thought-provoking story, and it will stick with me long after the last page has been turned.