The Catcher in the Rye

ok you're traumatized, depressed, you probably have ptsd and whatever, but you're SO annoying.

I understand Holden Caulfied, I really do, I just don't like his character. He really pisses me off.
I can't stand the constant repetition of sentences. I get it's supposed to mimic Holden's train of thought, but it's so annoying to read.