The Last Girls Standing

This book was definitely a rollercoaster of a ride for me. I had a completely different idea of what this book will contain and how it end, mostly because of assumptions on my part while I was reading the synopsis. While I was expecting a murder mystery and amateur detective work for most of the book, the story really focuses on how the trauma of witnessing your fellow camp counselors get brutally murdered and relearning how to live after your girlfriend saves you from getting killed for a cult ritual. I was and still kind of am a little disappointed about the direction that the book took. I was hoping for an eerie adventure in which Sloan and Cherry, the two survivors, figure out why their fellow camp counselors were murdered and why they were the ones to survive. Instead this is a more realistic story that doesn't end with the huge conspiracy theory being the truth, but rather ending with Sloan falling into the cultists theories and ending it all in a rather uncomfortable way.

I'm writing this minutes after I finished the book and gathered my thoughts. I still don't know exactly how I feel. All I know is that the author did an amazing job making me feel the way that I do. She also did an amazing job with the writing of the book. As I read further, I began to doubt Cherry in the same way that Sloan was. It wasn't until the end that I realized that everything that I've been lead to believe is simply what Sloan was believing, but it was not the truth. Cherry was innocent and died because of Sloan's mental breakdown fueled by the cult's believes. I felt awful reading Cherry die, especially since she didn't go down without a fight. I also felt guilty for feeling the way I did about her. I would've loved to have had a little epilogue detailing what happened to Sloan, to her family, to her ex-friends, to Cherry's mother who is all alone now, and even Edward himself. But I guess not knowing is the mystery of it all.