Whiteout

it is so bad i wanna give you a zero, but that's not possible so i give you ... a one

i have literally pages of rants in my notes app about this book but idek if i want to try and make it coherent enough for a review ... why did i keep reading this and not DNF when i realized like halfway through it was getting worse and not better? i think mostly out of morbid curiosity but also just disbelief tbh. anyway this was really bad lol sigh

tws: internalized homophobia, biphobia, self harm, suicidal ideation, mental illness, death of a parent, ableist and homophobic language, stalking, and a weird ass scene with ak-47s that was mildly triggering ???