I heard about this book through the author's interview on Depresh Mode, a mental health podcast. Despite knowing how it ends and the basis of the memoir, it still hit hard when I actually read it. As someone who also had a very rough childhood (abusive mother and stepfather with addictions and mental illnesses), I can relate to Liz. My father wasn't active in my life until I was 12, and I still regret not letting him take full custody of me when I had the chance.
But at least I can say I got to meet my father and still keep in contact with him today.
Very solid read, and not overly long. I had to break up my reading (I borrowed an audiobook from the library) so as not to get overwhelmed or too caught up in the author's life.
What a satisfying read and ending! Also appreciate that this story was partly inspired by an episode of Masters of Horrors, a show I grew up watching with family. I didn't get some of the basketball terminology but that didn't take away from the story whatsoever. It turned out to be a pretty big deal, actually.
I wasn't sure what to make of this book at first. I loved Carmilla and the web series loosely based on it, so I was eager to give this a try. The poetry angle and dual POV threw me off however, but the latter wasn't too much of an issue. Nor the poetry, as that thankfully didn't take away from the story overall.
I did feel like the book dragged on in the first half, and was tempted to drop it after the sixth chapter. The whole "rivals to lovers" thing just isn't my thing, but I pushed on and I'm rather glad I did.
For me, the book greatly improved once Carmilla was turned, and the events around that really kicked things up a notch. It's just a shame it took so long.
Oh and uh...the sex scenes were very nice. 👍🏾
I wasn't wild about the addiction side plot, but I understand it was relevant overall and relatable to those who have struggled with addiction. My only experience with it involved being raised in a home with an alcoholic who dabbled in other drugs.
I was also a bit disappointed that we didn't get to see the POV of a character I loved from the previous book, but it makes sense in retrospect. That also fits well with the title.
Overall, I liked how the book wrapped up, and appreciated the less chaotic nature compared to the first book.
Read for a school assignment. It was a very rough piece, as it's based on the Native American experience. I wasn't sure how it would go at first, since there were multiple perspectives (too many imo because they start to blend together) but it had me crying by the end.
Also what was that ending?? I wanted to know the aftermath but was left with ambiguity.