jess

review is notes i took for the book club meeting that never happened</3

• the idea that he is kind of stuck because he wants to die but he feels both his parents had meaningless deaths and he doesn't want his own death to be like that
• the thumbsucking
• the grief day things. how think doing something like that will make you feel better but it doesn't
• the cyrus/zee reunion making me weep 😭
• ok so cyrus/zee ending, dream? cyrus's death? cyrus imagining his death?
• something suicidal people will do to kind of convince themselves to Not do it - imagining their deaths and how loved ones will react
• if it is real or not, at what point does it occur? after he puts on the song in the hotel room? after he passes out from finding out about orkideh’s death? just while daydreaming while waiting for zee?
• https://www.reddit.com/r/literature/s/DrytbIu357 (to share AFTER everyone has finished)