reading this felt like the antithesis of a gratifying read. the whole time it felt like I was being led to something, but it always stayed five feet away. the world building and writing is really good, but as I had felt with hill house, this will not stay in my head for more than a day. i don't know the reason why I read it. it's clickbait in the form of a wholeass book. i have more questions than answers after reading this.
Such a chaotic read! For most parts, felt like a Eleanor Oliphant is completely fine x My Husband crossover, and super riveting. Very adventurous because at times the crazy narcissistic rambles are actually real and relatable? And then it gets progressively unhinged ane problematic. Couldn't put it down and finished it in a day! Been a while since I've done that. Classic weird girl lit and the unreliable narrator is just a cherry on top xoxo
how does claire keegan write so devastatingly?
her every word is a gut punch. I remember lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for so long after I read small things like this and now I'm feeling the same way, like something walked right through me and kidnapped my entire soul after I just finished 'so late in the day' . she writes like she reads my thoughts and memories and they are so irrevocably sad by their honesty and lack of pretense. it's like holding my shadow at gunpoint and asking why it follows me. she asks questions that have answers but cannot be answered. I'm so overwhelmed by her power over both words and silence.
The first half was really enjoyable, but i think after introducing Kurihara's deductions, it really started going downhill. Also the ending bit was purely ridiculous, and i have a suspicion that they forgot to write about one chapter : nurturing darkness, file 2, because that one really doesn't arrive at any conclusion. i was glued to it, but it got a little worse towards the end. The stories are creepy and very interesting as of themselves and i think would've fared better if they would've been left open ended, but that's just my opinion, of course.
This book is too important for me to review it in a few lines. It is, probably the realest piece of writing I've read in my entire life and I can't hope to critique it in my own unworthy words any more than Woolf thought that the essential prerequisites for writing fiction was having a room of one's own and 500 pounds a year to one's name.