Authority truly blew me away. It may be the perfect book for me to have read in this particular moment.

The prose is absolutely amazing and quite poetic at times. I love how Jeff VanderMeer shapes his choice of word according to the greater subject at hand, like using "drink/wine related" vocabulary in a chapter where the main character is obsessed with the word "terroir", a term used when discussing wine.

The general vibe of the book is, unsurprisingly, very similar to Annihilation -- terrifying without being overtly scary, but also somehow beautiful. I actually found it to be far more terrifying than Annihilation, even though it has no right to be, given that Authority is primarily about burocracy -- with some light spy elements. I think think this is due to how very personal this book feels, especially when compared to its predecessor.

As someone who is currently struggling with their job and is seriously considering quitting, I found myself reflected in Control. He, too, tries to change his workplace for the better but ultimately fails due to inertia in the system. He, too, is haunted by his past mistakes and feelings of inadequacy. He, too, fears the thought of losing his agency, of becoming just another cog in a huge, inconceivable machine.

So maybe it is time for me to also take that leap of faith.

This is a difficult book for me to rate -- I usually rate books by how much they stuck with me / how much they have changed me in some way.


I don't think The Final Empire really has any big ideas that really stuck with me. While I consider it to be one of the best coming of age stories I've read and an incredibly good starting point into more "grown up" fiction, I wouldn't say its truly outstanding in any particular aspect (except the coming of age bit, of course).

The world is pretty interesting but also kind of shallow. The prose is boring but functional. There aren't that many characters and they don't feel incredibly deep or well developed. The plot is pretty good but doesn't truly stick with you. (These are qualities I would ascribe to most of Brandon Sanderson's works, actually).


However, both times I've read it, it has nonetheless struck a deep chord within me.

The first one was when I re-discovered reading as a hobby, prompted by my then girlfriend (now wife!). It was the first book that I got really swept up in, maybe ever but at least in years.

The second one was when I had just started transitioning. This time, I saw myself in Vin and it gave me some much needed strength and courage.


Thus, I cannot help but think of The Final Empire as one of the most important books to me.

A major shift in pacing from the first book.
In the 200 pages I read, very little happened, and what did I did not enjoy much