And Then I Woke Up

normally if i made it 65% through a book i was hating i would force my way to the finish line bc i hate giving up but today im choosing peace and kindness toward myself by dnfing because for a week now every time i think of opening this book the author appears in my room and yells at me ITS ALL ABOUT MENTAL ILLNESS DO YOU GET IT? DO YOU GET IT? SOCIETY... until i start crying so hard i throw up