How Does It Feel?

I did not see what everyone else saw and all I got to ask is are you people okay?? Like seriously check in with yourself? This book was not my cup of tea. First of all degradation of women in this book was so flagrant early on. And it was so boring for like the first 40 percent of the book at least. Then it was really gross, I did not check triggers for this and I highly suggest you do. Then I feel like the author stuffed the last chapter of the book with things that she laid zero groundwork for. Like it did not align with the book at all. Also this is not for the people who liked ACOTAR or SJM or typically Romantasy at all, this was no plot and just smut and pain, not in the fun way either.

But I guess read if you like: enemies to lovers, pain w pleasure, touch her and die, haunting Adeline vibes(I haven't read book just what i know from tiktok) and plot twists

Check official warnings but from what I remember: sexual assault, blood, on screen deaths, acts of violence, descriptions of mutilations