In Memoriam

If you Google “approach-avoidance conflict” don't be surprised if this book shows up at the top of the results. I can't remember a book that I both anticipated and dreaded so strongly. Only the assurance from other reviewers about the ending (both MCs still alive and together) kept me going through horrific battle scenes that demonstrated numerous gruesome ways to die. Alice Winn perfectly captures the innocence and enthusiasm of the boys who enlisted, the devastating erasure of their ideals, and the stiff upper lip culture that provided no empathy for their broken bodies and minds. Viewed through that lens, Ellwood and Gaunt's love is apparent in every nuance of their interactions despite the added complexities of homophobia and xenophobia.

5 stars, will inevitably buy a copy for myself but will need to summon my emotional strength reserves before re-reading.