The Knife of Never Letting Go

I really wanted to like this book. And it was really good! Up until.... well i'm sure the people who have read this book will know what scene I'm talking about. It was the single most horrible scene in a novel I have EVER read. It destroyed me. SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER: Manchee's death scene. Omg. I can hear about people being tortured and hurt or dying and its horrible and I cry but I can get over it. If an animal suffers like that I can't handle it. I refuse to finish this book because it hurt me so badly. I seriously cried for an hour. Anyway, this was my choice for family bookclub. No one else wanted to go through that part so we're all putting the book down and won't be finishing it. Not only was it the death of the animal it was HOW Manchee died. I just can't even....