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Kept audibly saying 'this is crazy' as I read this lol. A wild ride, I did not want to put it down.

the THEMEs, I love it! I know this isn't the main focus of the story but I love how it explores the idea of medical consent to mental health treatment.

By far the simplest of all UKLG's books I've read so far, and this one did take me by surprise because I didn't find the premise that exciting, but was hooked from the first chapter. Enjoyed that this is set in the part of the US that I've spent the most time in <3

Haber belongs IN THE BIN. I got sososo angry reading this.

It's fascinating how it deals with some concepts (overpopulation, climate change, race) in a way that is honestly very dated but still thoughtful. I guess we thought having 7 Billion people on Earth would be unbearable but honestly 8 Billion people in and it doesn't feel as described; the problem isn't the people, it's the spread of resources. I have so many thoughts on the idea of power wrt to this book but I can't articulate rn.

The way Heather is described is so interesting. She's described like a villain but is fundamentally very nice and compassionate. Not sure about how race is handled in this, but I think the heart's in the right place.

Love that Le Guin just makes so many of her characters bi lol <3

I enjoyed all the weirdest things about this - the no-nosed people, the plant people, the animal-based "humans". I thought seeing these other humanities was really interesting, and something I wish the book had dwelt on more.

Stand out for me was Love + Change. The idea of reading someone's mind and being driven crazy by the different ways of experiencing love feels sooo haunting to me.

A great debut novel and story about religious contradictions and abuse. It's interesting to get into a character who appears really noble to an outsider but terrible to their family.

Feels very small in scope which I didn't love (Yellow Sun and Americanah feel hugeee). The prose is good but it doesn't feel like much more is going on.

Fun and pleasantly incomprehensible! I liked Complicity the most, it's mixed-up style and the evocative descriptions. Felt good to stretch my brain with something difficult and experimental.

Yayyy!!! This was really fun, way better than Strange Houses, as there's a lot more to it and it's fun to try and figure out how all the pieces link together. The only thing I'd want to be improved upon are the really bland main characters. They are Nothing. Thankfully it doesn't really matter to the story, but you'd think there'd be a little characterisation.

What is it with Uketsu and amputees?

I really liked the water mill chapter and the article chapter - it's fun when the narrative style get's switched up and I thought they were cool concepts

Meaningful and silly and fucked-up and fun and really insightful? Idk?? Starts strange and ends up in places I didn't imagine it could. I love July's character style, the way Cheryl presses a lift button with 'a fun loving finger', is self-possessed and insecure at the same time. It's funny how we start out thinking Cheryl is weird but it pretty soon becomes apparent everyone here is at least sorta weird.

The Clee-Cheryl dynamic is really interesting. It definitely went in places I was not anticipating and I actually thought it was really interesting? Speed-running all relationship dynamics and phases of life.

I only really have one issue which is that the pacing seems really off. The pregnancy is so rushed and seems so disjointed from the rest of the book.

Elements of this I really loved - a lot of Shibata's messed-up internal monologue, especially her connection to and esteem of pregnant women. I enjoy her colleague who smells of glue. The section near the end where her friend confides about her experiences as a mother really stands out. But unfortunately it did get quite repetitive - so much about her diet and exercise, which was only relevant or interesting half the time.

While this is a feminist story, I did find myself struggling a bit with the premise just because I know that pregnant people themselves are an oppressed class. So many people don't have adequate parental leave, or find that people think they are incompetent during their pregnancy. Sexism can often be worse as a pregnant woman is often seen as 'more feminine' and so more guilty of perceived feminine faults like spiritual weakness and irrationality. This is barely touched on in the book (maybe because they would have to spend more time justifying Shibata's lie?), but I think it would be stronger for dealing with these issues. I was pleased it dealt with the overwhelming nature of motherhood though.

Took a while to grow on me but then I got hooked, felt like I was getting so much depth (and gossip) about these women.

My favourite chapters were: Dominique, Bummi, LaTisha, Grace and Winsome. I loooove a woman in a messy relationship.

Got off to a rough start because I think Yazz is the worst written. Evaristo understands 30+ year old people a lot more than the current younger generation. Similar problems with Morgan's chapter (better than Yazz's but a little out of step)

Overall found this book a lot less meaningful than anticipated but still a decent read. Bechdel's signature poking-fun-at-lefties-like-herself is here in full force, although I think there are some misses real on that front. Like it's clear Bechdel is in support of non-binary, polyamorous and asexual people but it doesn't seem like she really "gets" it so her jokes in relation to those demographics feel a lot less funny.

I find Alison's wife Holly so endearing, I would love her GoatTok.

didn't realise this was a sequel of sorts to Dykes To Watch Out For, it was fun to see the gang back together.

I mean what can I say? This is possibly my favourite book, I love Ursula's writing, the rhythm of it, the world-building, the insight into politics, patriotism, duality.

By far the standout is the 1/3 of the book spent with Genly and Estraven journeying together. The relationship and intimacy that builds between them is one of my favourite relationships in any book I've read - the way that Estraven is devoted to his cause and in that way becomes devoted to Genly. The way that Genly describes the journey on the ice as some kind of joy - through the horror of the cold and starvation he feels such purpose and connection. Makes me crazy.

Also really meaningful to me in terms of what patriotism is, and could be. I love the quote about loving one's country so much. It's so reflective of how I feel about the UK; in love with the landscape, with so many of the people, but that love isn't defined by borders and shut out when you cross that line. I hate the government, it's history of empire and the rising number of white supremacists with seats in parliament, but I always wish the best for the people of my country.

Anyway Genly x Estraven 4eva, off to read fanfic now.

I really got a lot out of this. Obviously learnt a lot about disease and healthcare, but consistently as I was listening I was really appreciative of the lengths Green goes to emphasising that economic inequality is the major barrier today for TB treatment worldwide. Made me think a lot about how healthcare and welfare are not separate, and have only artificially been separated in an attempt to organise our funding and priorities. At what point does food become healthcare? If someone is starving, then food is the cure - does that not then mean that food is an essential part of any treatment? Obviously someone having in-house treatment will be provided with food, but what if they need it at home? IDK these are just ramblings but Everything Is Interconnected So Much and this book does a good job of bringing this across.

While I was very taken with Henry and his writing and his story, I initially found myself bumping up against how often he was used by John as an example. It reminded me of the charity impact segments they do between skits on Red Nose Day - documenting a real and important story, but built for easy consumption for a western audience, not bringing across the real depth and detail of a person's life. But as it went on, my perspective changed; Green does a good job of trying to tell us about Henry's whole life, the complexities, his family and his drive. I started thinking 'Well why are you telling us John. This is Henry's story, I want to hear it from him.' But of course that is on me. I didn't pick up a book by Henry Reider. I probably wouldn't have, even if it existed. I chose to read a book by John Green, a well-known author who I trust to entertain as he educates, someone who is familiar to me. Thanks to this book, I have now checked out Henry's YouTube channel, and have enjoyed several of his videos so far (One that stands out to me is him celebrating the historical Dr Alan Hart, a trans man who was one of the first people in the US to receive gender affirming surgery and was very influential to TB healthcare in the States. I know that Sierra Leone has a very low rate of LGBT+ acceptance so I thought it was especially meaningful for Henry to share this with his largely Sierra Leonean audience.)

Anyway, appreciated this book. Funny that I'm now someone who has only read John Green's non-fiction.

okay damn!!! this was really good. Isabel and Eva are such great characters, I absolutely love how messed up and repressed Isabel is. Shoutout to Stina Nielson and Saskia Maarleveld for the audiobook because it was so consistently well-read, they were making such great acting choices.

Never read a book before that is this well-written and deserving of mainstream critical acclaim while also being sexy lol. Very impressed by it. Told my sex therapist I was reading this and she was like yes!!! that book is hot!! which is quite a recommendation lol. Thanks Carlin for the rec <3

Really love the themes of complicity, memory, repression and wilful forgetfulness of great evil. I was absolutely gagged when it came to the diary entries - I'd figured Eva was Jewish but not the full context. I love how she was written with such anger and such tenderness.

Really enjoyed this!! Love the way that it plays with form - the testimonies are obviously iconic for a reason. Parts of the descriptions I loved, especially the way he likens multiple things to apricots. The titular story is very sad, but I found it really evocative.

Didn't like this one as much as the other one I've read in the series unfortunately - I felt like Sylvia didn't get any characterisation and the monsters anatomy was inadequately expanded upon (which is annoying bc the Spider and Gorgon concepts are very fun!).

It's fine, it's good, but it's not really adding a great deal to the Murderbot franchise that we didn't already have. The first 25% of this is essentially a recap. Far and away the standout in this is Miki <3 Great character.

I think I'll have to take a little break from this series as this felt like it was getting a little repetitive. I'm still really excited to see where it's going, and I really want to see Mensah and Murderbot reunite again, but I was like ok ok speed it up.

I had the great privilege of hearing George Takei speak in person at a Star Trek convention a few years ago, and me and my family were so incredibly struck as he talked about his life, the great injustices that he and the rest of the Japanese-American community suffered, and the way that that same rhetoric is resurging in power with ICE today. It's one thing to know the facts and figures, it's another to hear personal testimony.

There's so much in this book I'm impressed with. I really like the way it talks about different choices that people made, respectful of all decisions made by different Japanese-American families to keep safe or strong or true to themselves. Example: I love that this book pays remembrance to the enlisted Japanese-American soldiers who fought the fascist regimes in Italy and German-occupied territories, but gives equal appreciation and respect to the people who chose to refuse to enlist as a protest of America's violation of their human rights.

I also appreciate the theme of participatory democracy. Politics isn't voting once every 4 years, it's turning up, being a part of your community, using any platform you have to educate and advocate.

There's a few odd lines in this book that stick out to me a bit American-exceptionalist but I don't think it bothers me much - they are the opinions of people in the book, not something the book is trying to get you to agree with.

Love that this book includes a link to teaching resources/lesson plans based on this. Maybe I can convince one of the teachers I work with to use it.

I think this really would have helped me out when I was early on my journey to understanding my depression and anxiety, granting myself compassion and grace a little more, not setting unreasonable expectations. As it is, I have been diagnosed for over 6 years, and some of this had lost its relevancy to me. I keep on getting caught up on people saying 'it's okay to ask for help' - I've heard it not only from this book but from a whole hoard of medical professionals. I'm fortunate to have a partner who supports me daily and a boss who accomodates my special needs, they do help me have fewer terrible moments. But whenever I've had a really bad time, a mental health crisis, and I've gone to the people who I'm supposed to reach out for (GPs, crisis lines, NHS stress team), they've just asked me why I'm there and if I understand that there's not a magic wand they can wave that will solve everything for me. Honestly doesn't seem like there's any point in asking for help any more. I think I just get disillusioned, thinking about how there seem to be so many things that can bring so many people out of depression, but never me.

One thing that did still work for me was thinking about how things pass. While I was reading this I was feeling very depressed and everything felt dry and meaningless. I know things sometimes do have meaning to me so I could appreciate the words in the book that reminded me that sometimes time just needs to pass for you to feel differently. (TBH I'm still struggling to feel like anything matters, but it's a bit better than it was).

I'm glad I read this though, there's an element of comfort to it, relating it to my past self. I think this book is well executed and will make a really important read to some people - just not quite me.

It is cute to see more from ART/Peri and how humans interact with different kinds of bot.

This did mostly feel like a mid chapter of a murderbot book, but hey why not! It's fun.

This new Nico series has been such a hit with me (yes yes, water is wet). I knew I would really like having that focus on Nico (I mean c'mon hes a gay emo son of Hades), but it was unexpected to me how much I like the combo of Mark Oshiro and Riordan more that just Riordan alone. So far these books have been way less formulaic than previous installments, and have dwelt for longer on more serious emotions. I find Riordan's dad jokes charming in a cringe kind of way, but I think Oshiro tempers that somewhat, which I like.

I really like the themes of redemption, restorative justice, and working through your feelings. Hazel is one of my favs and I loved seeing her here. The characters do do a bit of 'therapy speak' which I have no time for in adult fiction but actually really appreciate in something written for this demographic. Like yeah, kids need to know that big feelings don't have to be your enemy, and that punishment for punishment's sake is bad.

The scene with Hades actually made me tear up.

sooo fun to read. Clark Henley is a joy, the humour (while sometimes very dated) did really get me, and I looove the photographs. Great to read something like this that's prior to the full swing of the AIDS epidemic. Clark Henley your humour and insight will be remembered!!

As someone who wants to be more masc, this is so reminiscent of internal conversations with myself sometimes (don't cross your legs, speak in monotone etc).

omggg this queer thruple need to learn some basic self-preservation these guys were stressing me out!!!

love this continuation, the introduction of ART and world-building. Hope we get more developement of sex-bots and general bot-gender in the future.

This one was so silllayy but I still enjoyed a lot. I had a really vivid dream last night that i was in a strange house like this so I got the Immersive Experience.

I wish there were more pictures/blueprints tbh but I dont know what point it would serve.

Matt Parker is so fun, I love when someone is just obsessed with maths and problem solving.

Some excellent stuff, mixed in with stuff that I already knew and some stuff I don't think necessaily works as well in the written medium. I saw Matt Parker in person at the fringe and I think his enthusiasm and visualisations come across a lot more fun in that way. Kind of would have preferred the audiobook but then I wouldn't be able to see the diagrams?

fave bits of maths from this - imagined 4D aliens, different infinities, knot theory, mobius loops.

Fluctuated between thinking that this was brilliant and that it was extremely shallow. I think I landed towards the latter, but I did find it a really interesting read, and thought it had interesting things to say about acceptable seeing suffering as noble, and praising people rather than actually helping them. I thought a lot about Sarah Z's new videoessay on 'misery memoirs', where she talks about how feeling strong emotions from reading about 'noble' suffering can absolve people from feeling guilt.

I found both Pannonique and Zdena to be interesting characters but I'm not sure what to make of Zdena's arc and her predatory desire for Pannonique.

The book seems concerned with asking questions about what makes a person good and evil, and whether someone can be redeemed. I don't think it tackles this with much insight, and not much insight about concentration camps either. I wish Nothomb could have told this story in a way that just centred media/public response to horrors, because I think that was what was most interesting about this book.

Yay! I love when murder mysteries are fun! It's funny because a lot of the reasons this could be considered 'bad writing' are why I liked it so much. The mystery is maybe over-explained but in a fun way where it means you have a chance at solving it. The point of view and narrative twists and linkages between stories are very well done.

it is funny that the last pictures' explanations barely make any sense lol but I still dig