i finally finished this one!! the writing was so beautiful and i loved how the last ~150 pages came together but this book was SO long and i found myself struggling to want to read it and be engaged during certain sections. i do feel like it would flow really well as an audiobook so would recommend trying it that way! there were so many layers to this book and it was so satisfying when they all weaved together but it is a challenging and intense read so make sure to check trigger warnings before