So I originally wanted to read this series because it was a recommendation in my FB group. I decided to give it a go because Podium recently expanded their library to “Hoopla” (who doesn't love free audiobooks) and someone in my Sleep Token group was looking for “Provider” vibes. With all the hype and joy I was having regarding the new ST album I figured: why not? time is right. I gave this book 4 out of 5 stars because some of the plot was predictable. I did NOT however see Nero's ex-fling Nikki being behind Payton getting kidnapped though. I thought she was more afraid of Nero than that. But I gotta admit, I like that S.J. Tilly took that approach 👏🏾👌🏾
I love a good revenge plot and I really love how Tyson “My Wife” Riley Crawford is giving heavyyyy Hades vibes 😩🥵 but holy shit was this book exceedingly long. I did not care for the pacing and I would have given the book 3.5 stars if I could because:1) What the eff kind of name is Laikyn? Or Ellington? Let alone Holston and Hartlyn? Like. Seriously? That's what you went with??2) The 🌶 with the tying up was redundant3) “She whimpers” every 5 seconds killed me 4) Laikyn saying “Tyson” every 5 seconds from being horny killed me too like girl bffr lol 😅🤣5) “I take what I need” killed me too like jfc is that the only phrase he knows how to use? 🙃The sister jealousy got me to something fierce because I unfortunately have a sister just like Whitney and that is frightening
Bully romances aren't my favorite. Neither are secret societies. This was still an enjoyable read/listen for me since it was also a taboo/forbidden romance. I'm 10 yr older than the FMC and wish I had an ounce of her confidence back when I was her age. Also love that she wasn't only confident but strong. A true fighter without being annoyingly whiney 🙌🏾
While I can relate to Ollie as the oldest sibling and the whole: oldest child guilt thing? This book gets 3 stars instead of 4 because it left me slightly confused on if Cooper is the father of Briar or not. Normally, a 99% Match means he IS her father. Why did she say: Why did you keep looking for me even after you found out I wasn't your daughter?Like. Which is it? Is she or isn't she? Last I checked? 99.99% MATCH = FAMILY!A small part of me truly believes that this was a typo that went unnoticed and that irks me greatly.
I absolutely loved this FMC. It was like reading myself. I know all about the intrusive thoughts of not feeling lovable. The yearning and pining for someone you love and yet fearing I was going to muck it up. Perfection. 🤌🏾✨️ Love when an FMC realizes that she is the problem and therefore really puts in the work to fix herself.
Also. Love the brat and brat tamer dynamic. Rahúl Khan. The man that you are🥵
I really enjoyed this dynamic and meet cute. This was my first college and hockey romance. I could surprisingly relate to the FMC on a personal level in regards to having an unhealthy relationship with emotions. It was nice to see these type of honest conversations being had in a book. It added depth to her character.
A witchy, bisexual WoC FMC?! With trust issues and damage from her first love?! Who thinks she is terrible at love and is therefore unlovable?!
Sign. Me. Up.
This has been my main character arc for the past 3 years! But just like Dani. I've grown and learned that I AM loveable and desired for who I am.
I got my own MMC just like her who reads romance novels 🥹