“I've been tricking myself, thinking there was some reason for all of it, thinking that consciousness was a miracle when it's really a burden, thinking that to be alive was wondrous when it's really a terror.”

YOU CANT LEAVE ME HANGING LIKE THAT MAGGIE

HE WOULD KNOW HER HANDWRITING ANYWHEREEEEE FUCK YOU GABRIELLE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS

were we all reading the same book?? why does everyone think this is genius??

dnfing the audiobook @ 60% because hearing “FR... SA... FR... SA...” repeatedly for at least 5 minutes made me want to rip all of my hair out

the book was lowkey boring anyway

to be honest feyre should have been eaten by that worm

i'm convinced everyone who is rating this one star is looking for attention

what kind of name is jaxon tyrus rafferty

pig become man

❝She looked directly up into the northern lights and she wondered if those cold-burning spectres might not draw her breath, her very soul, out of her chest and into the stars.❞

NOAHHHHHH MY BELOVED

anne carson once said:

“why are you full of rage? because you are full of grief.”

and i think of james when i read that quote

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could've been four stars if not for the cringey “winces” “whispers” etc

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i hate alex

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“That's how life is, what it gives with one hand one day, it takes away with the other.”

let me just say this was hard to understand as this Jose guy can make a sentence last for pages. comma comma comma comma

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“everybody freeze” is the funniest shit ever i can't believe it was written

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“I am fading away. Slowly but surely. Like the sailor who watches the home shore gradually disappear, I watch my past recede. My old life still burns within me, but more and more if it is reduced to the ashes of memory.”

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“To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself was a bad dream.”

was the n word reeeeeally necessary?

literally ass

i guessed the plot twist Riley

i admire ms. yanagihara for being able to write a book like this but i also question her well-being