um this book?? was absolutely beautiful. it was my second time reading it, but I forgot everything that happened. I loved the characters in this book, don't think I can explain why tho. and the letters that lily & abelard wrote to each other

*4.5. I have no idea why but I was a little hesitant about starting this. When I read the summary, it didn't seem like a type of story that I would enjoy. Every once and a while, if I see a book that may not be my “type”, I try to go in open-minded and I'm so glad I did that with this one.

the way I'm in complete disbelief that this book is over

there is no rating high enough for this book. absolutely beautiful.

this book left me speechless. addy & matthias were just..they felt so real to me. also the dual pov was everything. I loved seeing this story from both of their perspectives. very unsure about how to rate tho. I loved it sm but I don't think that 5 ⭐️s is suitable for it honestly.

omg I loved this so much. I found myself rooting for Jake & Sam everytime an obstacle came in their way (which was a lot). I'm so proud of them for being so strong and..idk I love them so much. they're literally so cute. I already miss them oml

the way I have SOO many screenshots in my phone from this book. never related to a book more omg

*♾/5. woahhhh. I honestly thought I was gonna despise this book. I decided to go into it open-minded and am so glad I did. this one is definitely a new favorite. can't wait to come back to it

this book was beautiful. it hurt at times and I cried a little bit. it was in no way easy to read. at times I wanted to just stop reading. it wasn't enjoyable at all, but it was a necessary read.

this was so good. it really made me think. that last chapter though totally just came from the side..it shocked me and I didn't see it coming. literally mind blown.

I loved this book since the first page. For some reason, it kept me intrigued. I don't know if it was the writing or the main character or even the plot, all I know is that after the first page, It was impossible for me to stop reading. I really enjoyed this one.

I love the way that I can reread this book so many times and it feels like home. I absolutely love this book, will forever love this book.
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reread #5: zenn & eva are still the freaking best

*3.5 the epilogue was better than the whole book

no words to describe how much this book means to me ❤️.

*4.5 this was hard for me to get through, but I didn't wanna dnf it as I felt it was a necessary read. I feel like I was right. I learned a thing or two.

you know how it feels when the sun hits you in the right spot? that's how this book felt.